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Thursday, September 11, 2008

The Truth comes out

Ok, so as most of you should know, this last week has pretty much been from hell. I have recently found myself single, i know its for the best but never the less this does not make it any easier, last week i found out that i was cheated on. I know can you believe it? this was never supposed to happen to me, but it did and i guess its like they say, the hardest things are sometimes the best things and they only make you stronger.

I honestly feel that the hardest thing about this is that i have to let go of the person that has been my best friend for 4 years. It nearly seems impossible to go to sleep and wake up with out him in my life.

This experience has shown me how loved i really am, i have people praying for me from all over the place and i have friends that are their for me more then i ever thought they would want to be.

On this path to a new life i have realized some wonderful things, and i think i will only continue to learn about myself and the people around me.

I do know that i am not going to waste anytime, i am a great person, i am caring and compassionate. and i deserve to be loved and respected the same way that i love and respect the people in my life.

Now that i have openly spilled my guts, i just want to say that today is a new day and a better day.

God only gives me what i can handle and this too will pass.

I love all you guys for your prays and support,

thank you again for being my friend.